Before you look for any phylosopical meaning in this entry I must warn you: Stop!
This journal entry is simply the rantings of a crazy girl awake still at 4 in the morning with nothing better to do then be on the computer...on DeviantArt.
OR!
Maybe there is meaning and I want you to take the time to try and find it despite what I just told you.
OR!
Maybe I'm just typing this for the heck of it and I have no idea what the real meaning is or if there even is one!
(I would choose the last, for I believe this is the truth...but who knows? )

Tonight, its dark, cloudy and cold.
Tonight, I found that it's impossible for me to sleep anymore.
Tonight, I'm awake with memories, thoughts and emotions.
Tonight, I flicked the light back on in my room to chase away the shadows.
Tonight, I grabbed my camera out of my bag by my bed.
Tonight, I posed quickly and snapped pictuers even quicker.
Tonight, I used my Camera as my outlet, my Writing as my inner voice.
Tonight, I lay awake editing recently taken pictures and downloading them.
Tonight, It's dark, cloudy and cold. I am awake. I am taking pictures to let out my emotions that I try to hold close to me and not let anyone see. I am writing quick short jabs of poetry, to show how I feel. I am lost deep in my thoughts. My camera has died . It is charging . I have my laptop. I am editing my pictures. I am downloading fore-said pictures. I am looking at my messages - replys to those pictures. I am sleepy yet so awake.
Tonight, I told you I wasn't going to sleep
Tonight, I was right!!
Tonight, I lay awake thinking and apparently typing this pointless journal entry.
Tonight...

Now, I realize I REALLY need to get some sleep.
Now, I listen to the running of my computer.
Now, I look around my dark room.
Now, My fingers fly acorss the keyboard.
Now, I yawn with exhaustion.
Now, I feel my eyes growing heavy.
Now, I will shut my laptop.
and
Now
Tonight
I will sleep...
Content at last.